I went to work the next day after filming it and wrestled on television. I got home that night at like, 12 o’ clock at night, and was taking a shower and collapsed in my house. I had to get an ambulance come get me from my house because I collapsed from dehydration. I went into full-body cramps.
To have to sit there and just listen to people criticize and naysay, it made me hate everything. Not only did it make me hate having to go to work, it made me hate people in my life that cared about me.
It made me hate myself and it sent me to this really, really bad place, and the only way I could get away from it was in the gym. That’s one of the reasons I’ve worked so hard in the last year, year and a half on training because it’s one of the things I can control. So many things were out of my grasp, out of my fingertips.
The gym is the only place I’ve ever found solace to do what I needed to do.”
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